Kalei

So please remember me, finally
and all my uphill clawing
My dear, but if I make the Pearly Gates
I’ll do my best to make a drawing
of God and Lucifer
a boy and girl
an angel kissin’ on a sinner
a monkey and a man
a marching band
all around the frightened trapeze-swinger...

Kada oči zaklopiš,
ti se njemu pomoliš
da ti fura anđele srebrne
kroz sve tvoje močvare
i rub.
Tada znaš
da je fajrunt
Mjesec je
plavi grejpfrut
Zibam te
ko malu bebu
Samo tebi svira bend na nebu!

If I let you,
you would make me destroy myself.
In order to survive you,
I must first survive myself.
I can sink no further
and I cannot forgive you.
There's no choice
but to confront you,
to engage you,
to erase you...

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